Things are looking up!

I will start by introducing myself... im julia! Ok now that the hard part is over, ill tell you a little about myself. I love... the color pink, and zebra print, shopping, spending money, nice things, coffee in the moring (the occational times i actually get up before ten am) and more.
So today, and basaically all weekend, i have been moving into my new apartment. I love it, it is exactly what i have been looking for and i am so happy. It has taken me almost a year and a half to find somthng that suits me this well. a BIG bathroom, my favorite part, tile floors in there and vanity sinks and all that good stff. My mom is such a huge help in setting up and decorating, thank god. the last 2 apt.s i had did the job but they were not what i wanted. Now im alone and have MY OWN space. Its great. Maybe ill take some pictures and post them on here.
Right now as i am typing i am at work, On one of my overnights (which i hate the most) but i only do two a week and the rest are day shifts. But i have a nice big cup of coffee next to me so ill make it through.
but as my title says "things are finally looking up" for me. My new place, i finally have the money to buy things that i want (and other thngs that i need) I went and got new tires this weekend, who new they were so expensive! And who knew it took SO LONG to put four tires on a car, i mean it takes nascar like.. 2 seconds to do it, what takes these people so long?! Ha, i also bought a new TV for my living room, it was a good deal and i needed one so i got a 27" flat screen. Its cool. My family relation ships (well most of them) are doing really well, i have never been so close with my father. I feel like when i moved out of my house a year ago i started getting along with my parents so much better. Maybe its just because they miss me and i miss them but its working whatever it is. My dad is the only man i can trust and he would give anything for me, i love him more then life itself. And my mom is a whole nother story she is the most amazing woman in the world, i could only wish to become half the woman that she is someday. my brother and sister, they are to interested in their "friends" to care what i am doing in my life, they are at thats age though (12 and 14) so ill just let them get through that and they will wanna be close with me someday.
i feel like things are finally going MY WAY! its great, now i just need to work out some of my personal relationships with friends and boyfriend. My boyfriend and i and a tad bit disfunctional... ok fine we are worse then "the osbournes" haha but i really do enjoy his company... most of the time! He is great, funny, GOOD looking, sweet when he wants to me (more like when he wants somthng) and yet still, we figt all of the time. Over everything. Maybe in the bakc of my mind i know it is not gong to work, but i keep fighting for somthing that is not there. I cant break up with his because for as much as i HATE to admit it... i am afraid of being alone. Thats bad isnt is? all my friends say it is and i believe them but, its so hard for me.
Well i think thats all for tonight maybe ill be back to write another entry, yah never know.
"PUT A SMILE ON YOUR FACE!!!' -JuLia